check. the most beautiful baby in the whole wide world. When I was little, • I used to wonder if adults took off their clothes in the bathroom, before taking a bath. • I wondered why I was born to be little and not as an already grown adult so I could do all the things adults do. • I had great imaginations. I told a story of the creation before the creation of the world, when there was wind, one hand was blown here, another wind brought another hand, then a leg, another leg, finally a body, then God was made. • I believed NEPA lived in the ceiling. • I used to breastfeed my doll and make a face as though she bit my nipples, like I see nursing mothers do.